In other words, it seems like a good time to share my thoughts on various topics like art, life, and the future!
I would say that these past 2 years has been most unexpected... And I mean that in a good way! I suppose my personal life is mostly the same except for one thing: art. And as it turned out, that made a whole world of differences for me.
You see, when I decided to get better with art during the Summer of 2016, I thought my journey would be pretty different. How different are we talking? Probably the differences between Cranky Doodle and Pinkie Pie kind of difference. You could say I was a lot more pessimistic when I first started the journey into the art world. I was expecting isolation, stagnation, disappointment and general unhappiness. And Boy, was I wrong.
Isolation? Nope. Ha. I met a few people who I can actually call friends because of this journey, and that's much much better than how I usually do when it comes to making friends. This is not even going into how I can mingle with people slightly better because I can talk a bit about my understanding of art as well as showing them my artworks (Trust me, talking about art and showing artworks tend to be more interesting than talking about accounting in most scenario).
Stagnation? Comparing my first actual submission
NATG2016 Day 1: RainbowDashStandingonaCloud and the newest one I have in my gallery
Are We There Yet It's a world of differences. Okay so maybe those two might not makes for the best comparison, but I think you get the idea. Sure, I have much to learn still, but I'm learning. Furthermore, learning art made me more observant and patient, and that has a huge impact on my life in general because well... let's face it. Some of the problems in life really can't be solved with just sheer speed. At any rate, art certainly helps me develop myself better.
Disappointment and general unhappiness? If the two preceding paragraphs didn't already gave it away... Far from it. I don't think I have ever been more happy and content actually. There's a lot of freedom in art (For example, I could totally ship Fluttershy and Oleander together or Pinkie and Queen Chrysalis together, and there's not much that could stop my diabolical schemes), and I'm sure quite a few of you knew that already, but that's probably why I took quite a liking to it. For someone like me who has problems with accents and speech (I immigrated to Canada in 1997), I do appreciate having another way of expressing myself very, very much.
Needless to say, my initial expectation were wrong on all 3 counts, and hey, I'm glad I was wrong.
Ah, but perhaps you're not here to read about what I thought about my art journey or the past huh? Or maybe I've already mentioning it elsewhere? I suppose it would be good if I were to talk a bit about the present and the future as well.
For the time being, I can't say I have too much to worry about. As far as I could tell, my friends are still doing well (Despite school being as nightmarish as ever. I can't blame them, I still have nightmares about school despite being done with it.) and my family are getting along for the most part. It also helps that I've been done with school for a while now, and my employment is still steady (I've been with my employer for over 10 years). So yeah, there's not many obligation for me to concern myself with. I guess one thing I could work on is finding a soul mate/love interest/significant other, but those things usually take a bit of time.
I do wonder about the future, but then again, I think most people are concerned about what the future will be like. Though, most of my worries are more along the line of "are my friends and families going to be all right?" type than the " Am I going to make it?" type which admittedly backfired on me a number of time but the overall result was still good in the end.
Anyways, thank you all of you for your supports! Whether it'd be a critique, comment, watch, or just a simple glance at my art, I do appreciate having you all around. After all, it is thanks to all of you that I can say " my plans have worked far too well!" with varying degree of seriousness. >.> ... In all seriousness however, it really would be different without all of you around, so please, do take care of yourself.
Lastly, please feel free to ask me questions if you have anything at all on your mind! Now is a good time at any, really. I can't say that my answers will be what you would like to hear or what you're expecting it to be, but who knows? Ask and see if you're up for it.
P.S. FYI. I'm making a trip to British Columbia around Christmas and another trip to Thailand near the beginning of January. It's been a while since I got to see my family, and I've been meaning to catch up with them (That, and it's certainly a good chance to show my grandma what I've been up to art-wise). So, don't be surprise if I'm not as responsive from the end of December to near the end of January.
P.S.#2 I'll probably have a few more artworks to upload before the end of this year. I've been practicing humans as well as ponies, so it's another reason why I haven't been uploading as many arts lately.